i'm still fat

but the other night i stayed up and drank a lot

too much

i couldn't handlle it today

i threw up

my daughter said

mama, if you want to throw up, just go to the bathroom. if you want to read, read beauty and the beast, if you want to sleep, close your eyes

i love my children

they are the best

funny

***You Are a Bloody Mary***


You're a fairly serious drinker, who's experimented a lot with different drinks.
You're a drunk, but a stable drunk. You don't ever let your drinking get out of control.


What Mixed Drink Are You?
http://www.blogthings.com/whatmixeddrinkareyouquiz/

haven't posted in a long time

spoke to amber star freda last night
it was nice to hear the new york twang in her voice
i am looking for a Kit-Kat Clock for my Kitchen by the way
so amber in new york
she said
"when are you going to have anothuh?"
and
"yeh?"
HA
isn't it romantical?
i remembered once amber and i were talking about my decision to move to texas to be with killy - i don't remember why this was brought up - i think maybe this was when she was thinking about moving to new york to be with this guy - he seemed cool and nice when i met him - but i didn't meet him until after she moved to the big apple - so anyway we are talking about killy - i don't remember what i said - but i remember thinking that somehow i always knew that i was supposed to do this - even way back when killy and i first met - it was something i knew - but as any virgo girl would know - it was my natural reaction to go against my instincts for the excitement of the unknown - so instead i sent killy away - way back when - and continued my self-exploration until he came back - and when he did - it was as if everything that was my existence finally came together - and for the first time i listened to my instincts and made the happiest choice of my life
it was not difficult for me to pick up and move away from my family - as i watch my little boy growing up - i can understanding his need to be free and strong - i can't remember a time that the choices i made weren't made by me alone and no-one else - it is good to explore the limits of who we are - looking at my little boy and hearing his defiant "no mama no" it makes me sad and happy at the same time - i know one day he will be making choices on his own - i just hope i can teach him to be honest with himself about what he needs and what he wants - and i hope he will know to be careful but not afraid

it makes me happy that amber has made happy choices too

it was a real crazy weekend

we did it
we moved killy's desk into what is now officially the guest room - but first, we painted it a beautiful shade of reddish brown - i don't know the name of the color - but it's reaal purty - the house is in chaos right now because we still have the full bed in the hallway awaiting the completion of the painting in the baby's room - but the plan is that everything will be done by thanksgiving - the great thing is that I've recouperated my dining area - and i finally decided what pattern i want for my kitchen

see this



adolfo has moved into his new school and is not taking it well

as a result - he is extra clingy and extra bratty

it's a good thing we love him so much or else we'd be really crazy

i haven't seen the incredibles yet

boy am i fat

is anybody else fat?

Metamorphosis

It's funny all this talk of butterflies and cocoons because lately I've felt like my body is a cocoon for a new life soon to emerge, all wet and trembling, unfolding his wings slowly into the world ...

Cocoon

Sorry I've been away
I've been in a cocoon

I'm about to burst


What's going on?

But for real tho ...

Anthony IS superman to me -- that was just for fun ...
I'm sure you all feel the same way about your super guys!!

Superman

Speaking of supermen, how about this combo:

Colin's good looks combined with
Paul's depth and sensitivity,
Todd's ascerbic wit,
Adolph's canny observations,
Taggart's playfulness,
Killy's congeniality,
and, of course, Anthony's creativity.

Not bad, eh?  Did I miss anyone?!

 

CONGRATULATIONS JEN, KRIS AND ACTION HARVEY

Who knows when or where, but he is finally here!

Harvey


"Hey Jen! Aim this way!"


How'd you get a phone in there?!?!?


Finally, peace on earth.


Harvey disguised as an alien.


Presenting, Harvey!